fried dough, guilt, and throw pillows
[2004-12-23 - 12:27 p.m.]

Here's some stuff I figured out just today:

! Fried dough tastes good with anything on it. Anything *edible* at all.

! I had to face the horrifying truth about what a monster I've become. My family must never ever under any circumstances allow me to go unescorted into T.J.Ma%% again. I become this....other person when I'm there.

! Aside from wanting to share a positive message with people, and whatnot, one of the main reasons I'm willing to go out and offer Bible studies to people is a selfish one. See, I don't want to have that miserable guilty feeling that many survivors of catastrophy have. When prophecy is fulfilled, I don't want to wonder endlessly, 'why did I survive and that other person didn't?'. I think that's one reason why Jesus told us to share this news. So that if we do survive, we can look at ourselves in the mirror for the rest of eternity.

! The throw pillows on the couch would look better if they were all covered with tiger print AND identical.

So, that's what my head's been simmering this morning. Just the basics. Fried dough, guilt, and tiger-print throw pillows.